eufcukinglied

2007-10-01T02:40:00.001-07:00

lalala

030907

2007-09-03T04:00:00.000-07:00

oO. haven been bloqqinqq since e 13 hours sleep dae == dunno leiis.nth to relli bloqq about and its been too hectic and busy to relli sit down n bloqq? haas.1 week hols will be gone in a flash and i still haven relli prepared myself for e promos. zzz will it be too late?

erlli happy todae laas; upon hearinqq i pass my econs case study test xDD even thou overall i still haven pass, but its like i need lesser marks to get an E laas, which sounds so promising !! so relli bent on econs and maths for my 2 H2 . actually , i feel tt chem is easier to get a pass than math laas, but chem gt too much concept lerhhr, and its relli hard for miie to clear dem in such a short while, nevertheless, i`ll try real hard laas xDD cannot let tien and tan down rite xDD haas,

okiies.off to study ==

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300807

2007-08-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

oo. chers`s dae celebrations eve. so we had short lessons, and e best part of school , was the resume and interviews talk! haas. tt speaker, oh man, shes SOOOO interestinqq and humorous laas. shes e first speaker who makes a presentation interestinqq! haas. omg. i cant believe i even felt that wae laas.

after tt , went to kex`s hse to mk choc marshiies and jelly. haas, ok so we only made e choc, the jelly was xuan make derhhr haas. but tts besides the whole point laas. the more impt thing is we had alot of fun luhhs xDD haas. took some pics laas. relli had fun at her place this time round xDD.after tml`s chers` day celebrations, i guess its time to go back to muqqinqq lerhhr. haas. no choice, its e final lap already, and i sooo am not e least bit prepared, so i`m so gg to have to buck up.

ii so dunno wad to talk lerhhr laas.oh ya, another thinq worth talking bout is tt my nose bled like 3 times today? zzz. serious blood loss sias. which makes miie so tired and yawning like 2 per minute? haas. dunno also luhhs =\ think i post some piics tt we took just now xDD ferlyn and yt left early, missed out on so much fun luhhs X=

den hope agnes gets our clique bloqskin done soon. den we can haf our own blogg xDD which is like more interactive laas xDD haas. okiies, thiink ii go post some pictures first, cyas ~

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280807

2007-08-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

Bon Jovi - make a memory
i`m so uber tired now.dunno why. lessons end at 530 todae. den i took a bus with sokhwa home.took 136 , cos i wanted to nap. after sokhwa alighted , i was about to go into dreamland, den i saw quanfeng and weeta. den i practically shouted his name laas. xDD so happy to see an old fren and tt hes doing so well. and then i turn to look at myself and i`m so ashamed X=

but seriously, i MISS all the happy and carefree moments in NC. those times are the best part of my life.

anyway, ii chanced upon this short clip,, that was like wow. quite interesting and tt in made miie feel tt i`m not so ke lian after all. ppl, if eur free, go watch. or rather, listen xDD : http://www.makeadifferencemovie.com/

<333

250807

2007-08-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

oO. enuff of fooling ard. todae went to school for qeoq,, ok laas. i admit that i wasn`t RELLI paying attention . KAREN laas !! keep di siao miie. haas. and she damn zi lian luhhs. haas. she mk miie haf a conclusion: all frm XMS all alot MIMIYAN derhhr. HAHA, i`m rite luhhs xPP

den after lessons went with shixuan and mf to go eat.(thou i din eat myself ._.) den went home and i audi for awhile. den i relli settled down to do tutorials. so far, i finish functions and basic differenciation, again. xDD so pleased with myself, so i`m going to cont with applications of differenciation after this xDD gees, when did i become so guai xDD

tml gna find mf to go out study again. haas. later gna watch e superstar thingy, thou i dun see anything for miie to be interested about luhhs. HAHA. no offence, but its nt half as good compared to the first xDD.

lols. i was looking at e mirror and talking to myself just now. i was like thinking, sam! so many ppl haven given up on eu yet, y eu are giving up on eurself? chers all haf so much faith in eu! they are all trying to help eu and wad about eurself ! eur not doing anything to help eurself !! do eu think eu dui de qi dem? thats when i KNOW ,, sam, its time to really buck up. deres not much time left, so eu noe when to plae and when eu MUST work hard. dun let eurself live with regrets.

okok, off to APPLICATIONS OF DIFFERENCIATION.everyone, WORK HARD with miie kaes? it will soon be over and we`ll be rejoicing ffor our victory!!

P.S mf, dun wry laas. w/e eu sae, mite actually hurt miie if it was like weeks ago? but now, i`m feeling NUMB. no dubt there are disappointments, but life goes on and eu are just happy that eu eurself have seen e truth, and that its not too late to tell eurself that eu could have been hurt even deeper.once again, THX for beinqq with miie when i needed company most. THXTHX xD

so i love my sis xDD

2007-08-23T08:01:00.000-07:00

no matter what happens, i`ll still LOVE eu the most. cos eur always my DEAREST <33

XOXO -

230807

2007-08-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

ok. just reached home after studying in school with mf, derek and joey. haas. ok , so i admit we had much more fun den studying, haas. all those racist jokes and joey`s pentium 1 ==
lols.they both stuck on one page for like hours laas. HAHA. guess my jokes must be damn funny.

ok, nth much happen todae, cept ffor the hunt thingy for the ms and mr nanyang,, ok i voted for may and chonglik, haas. mingxian like got so many darn supporters laas, no offence but when eu look at his stickers, its like WOW ==

okiies. after this thing, i`m so going back to study lerhhr. tml deres econs test and i so cannot afford to fail this case study == fail = good game == haas. den i can see so many ppl trying to help miie. so i should be more serious and try to help myself, after all its only a month away, thats all. okiies dokiies. to study !! to pass my promos is my GOAL xDD

210807

2007-08-21T04:53:00.000-07:00

2 test today, and thinqqs arent working out ffor the both of us,, and i dunnio if its because i din want to solve the problem. ok so take it that i dun want to solve the problem, like hu wans to laas, when eu noe e whole truth, e painful truth.

seriously, i see no point in putting on a brave front , and see no point in brainwashing ppl who are actually sitting on e fence. ok maybe thats a way of showing that eu haf e upper hand, but so wad, i feel so utterly disgusted by everything. if that makes eu happier, den go on. JDI. the most hurtfu thing is still not that. its the fact that these ppl whom i consider fens tk w/e tt was fed to them and ya. tt hurts e most. but guess wad, i prefer to be in solitude, i guess it makes miie feel wanted, by my very ownself.

oh, btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY terence.
sweet seventeen.on this most beautiful day of eurs, the whole world died down on miie.
and i`m struggling to keep things going.

TY, jh, derek and joey , eu guys ROCKK. THX for cheering miie on. xDD

190807

2007-08-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

okok. i noe i haven been bloqqinqq like since aqqes ago? but it dun matter laas. no one reads, nt even myself == time isnt enuff at all. all the worryinqq stuff==

i seriously feel like i have NO more goal in life anymore. By rite, now i shouldnt be mugging real hard, for the route that i have chosen - jc. so that i can pass my promotional examinations and den go j2. but my body and soul just dun push myself to go do it.

zzz. wads wrong == now i`m more like wanting to haf fun ==

someone or sth,, motivate miie pls == i dunno wad i want to do now.

dat day, i suddenly rememebered wad ms betsy told us , 4 elmos one day sometime last yr,,

she said, frm young, she just wanted to be a book stacker in borders, cos tts wad she wanted and sorta her amibition, but we all noe eu wun earn much of that rite? den her parents made her study hard, and she eventually became a cher. den she said to us, now tt i`ve alrdy done wad i SHOULD haf done, i haf no regrets cos i can do things that i LIKE.

ok, so i miss all at NCHS. its so carefree dere laas ==

LYFE SARKS><

030807

2007-08-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

oops.2 week and 3 days since i last bloqqed(ok, i went to count it )

sooo lonqq since i last bloqqed, i seriously din even haf enuff time to touch e com, let alone for leisure purposes like bloqqinq ==

haiis. theres so much tt relli happpened in these 2 weeks and 3 days.dere was photo taking, trainings, sharinqq sessions, and most important of all, unlimited supply of unfinished tutorials.

its like i cant finish it no matter how hard i try, it seems like theres really much for me to do till e end of promos. maybe i wun blogg tt often when monday comes, but hope i can do much better for promos. i dun wan to dui bu qi all e perople ard miie.

TC all.

p.s. 1 mth din plae audi i lose skill lerhhr ==

HAHA X=

170707

2007-07-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

oO. some days nt here lerhhr. just nw went to tataric`s bloqq.
qqosh ! shes finally realisinqq iit :"And for a moment, I misunderstood the fact that i was bored and sick of writing bout sex. For a moment, that is.To realised it was just the sex i have had that that im dried with."gees. shocked tt it came out frm her. haas xDD.
anyway,, ii barely passed econs, gt an S cos of the moderation ==

and PE was tough == but guess dere are benefits. so we just haf to push on xDD.
ok. i so dunno wadda sae anymore ==

x33,

140707

2007-07-13T22:44:00.000-07:00

hapy brithdae to lilin xDD. sweet seventeen !

todae, i pulled myself out of bed at 9 to plae audi == see e impact of audi in my life ==

cos noon want study, so bo bian now plae. haas.

starting to dislike kids, ok, nt exactly kids, 11 , 12 yr olds playing online games?

dey are so immature, self-centered and thinks they are PRO ==

c`mon laas. just cos eu cant chance eu assk ppl cannot chance? y dun eu like go and learn it laas? come here kp ==

i ninja eu eu sae i bully. eu win miie jiu bleah miie . dots sias. i`m starting to think tt the coming generation of 11 and 12 yr olds are a bunch of papmered and spoilt brats. dun care bout others. ownself happy jiu ok lerhhr. ZZZ

anyway, deres nth much ffor miie to do ==. gna do math tut later xDD. cya.

120707

2007-07-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

lols. lessons again. did PW in e morn
nd i sorta fell asleep halfwayX=
lessons was so-so and delayed by half and hr ==
Xav said he would call ;; but i KNEW it tt he wun ==
i`m smart yeah? but cant blame him== wasted him 20 bucks for saying 4 crap numbers ==

came home and sis was at home. GDI! means i can`t audi lerhhr ==
and indeed, i din. i went online and started dling avatars again. i`m so obsessed wif them laas. they are like soon gg to be part of my life ==

seriously wish tml would come soon. my date with Harry sias xD
after e movies den i`ll go hoe and sleep. weekends are usually for eu to catch up on eur sleep when eu are in JC, esp for ppl like mie xDD.

GL for PW everyone, lets get iit over and done with ^^
cheerios. <33s

110707

2007-07-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

lols.schooldae yet again. superb;y tired out todae. but the thinqq tt brightened up my dae- i passed econs essay XP.
ok w/e i knew iie memo it like shyt laas. but w/e. at least no 4 u .s rite?

ok i no my frens are like gettinqq fantastic results , and definitely not miie. ==

i`ll try harder den X=

i seem to be missinqq out alot of fun these days, nt sure why. but i just dun relli feel like joining e clique on their after school activities. they are like draining away my very remaining energey. i rather stay at home , where i can just stone and do nth.

sry guys but, yaas. tt only applys to after school activities. well. cya guys all on Friday, Harry potter i <33

-RiP-kaidii ;; audition FTW x33

<3 0731 X=

2007-07-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

my lorve for 0731 stays . <3

tinkerrbell lorve <3

2007-07-09T23:13:00.000-07:00

OMG. I`M TINKERBELL CRAZY ~~~~
<333333

090707

2007-07-09T06:56:00.001-07:00

todae independent learninqq week aqain xDD.

means no need wake up so early.

but i still did. ffor audi`s sake, i did it. HAHA. ok laas. i`m controllinqq myself lerhhr.

nt playing after school. only if i wake up earlier den usual and deres some sppare time. yepps.xDD

reached school. met up with jerrold n dot to cont on our PW. but apparently, deres nth much to be done. so we slacked n went to macs for breakfast. hees. yes, during school hours ^^

den yt, tham and mel joined us. ate hotcakes. yumyum xDD

went back school soon after to meet mr toh for discussion. ok laas. so we den edited our survey which accordinqq to him needed improvement ==

den after tt dot left with agnes. left miie n jerrold. we decided to go library. @ lib, he sae go read papers. haas. den i said ok. if nt i dun think gt such nice mood to go read derhhr luhhs. so proud of myself ^^ haas.

den i read real slow laas. jerrold veh fast jiu done lerhhr.

den he sae he go to e tables dere. den i ownself read. when i finished, i left e lib, then i rmbed him ==

he sure haven go yet derhhr sure confirm sleeping sumwhere inside ==

so i went back to find him. HAHA. i was smart. he relli sleeping soundly. den woke him and walked towards e library. prepare for orals == OMG shixuan no voice. == dunno she how sias.haas.anw, smsed with YY (i sooo miss eu laas - yes, even e times eu called miie all rounder ==)

flunked my orals. but mr toh just made my day! he said he heard my econs essay nt bad ^^ HAHA. but dunno case study hw lols == hope can get good grades. thou i noe i memo e essay laas. and yt keep remindinqq miie bout tt == but at least some happy news for a change rite? xDD

after orals,, went back NCHS to find e clique. haas. ate auntie`s mee. wa. seriously miss it alot leiis. haas. like sooo lonqq since e last time i ate it laas. xPP those were e times . . .

ok. den after tt we went to cp. lied to MF (X=) told her i going ah ma place, but actually we all met up to go houganqq mall to buy her prezzie. yepps xDD we bouqqht her eeyore full set. hope she likes it ^^ haas. i`m soo gna gif her a bigg hug tml ^^ <33

after buying pressie (mel , yt , ruth , phy n tze hin was dere) phy n company left. den left us 4, but i left soon after too. cos i din wanna eat. yepps.

oO quite lonqq lerhhr laas. so much crap..

-RiP-kaidii + PoD_LiNgDaN = xDD

== readyy fforr lorrve ==

2007-07-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

You took a piece of my heart
I never thought that this could fall apart
You said you fell in love
And this was more than I had ever been afraid of
Another life
Another happy ending cuts like a knife
Another place, another time
Another hand to touch, another sun to shine
You got me deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded
I'm running around but there's no place to hide
I start to talk in my sleep, our souls have divided
Why can't they forgive me these demons inside
Deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded
My heart starts to shiver for it was not enough.
I start to talk in my sleep, cause our souls have divided
How can it be that you're ready for love
Ready for love ...
How can it be that you're ready for love .....
Time will tell
A single day had helped me break this spell
Don't want to be alone
When will I be understood when is my kingdom to come
Another boy, another life
Another happy ending, and I'll be alive
Another place, another time
Another hand to touch, another sun to shine
You got me deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded
I'm running around but there's no place to hide
I start to talk in my sleep, our souls have divided
Why can't they forgive me these demons inside
Deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded
My heart starts to shiver for it was not enough.
I start to talk in my sleep, cause our souls have divided
How can it be that you're ready for love
How can it be that you're ready for love ...
How can it be that you're ready for love ...

050706

2007-07-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

ok. so i failed 2 of my h2 subs.zzz

lols. dunno wad to do leiis. changed chem n econs cher. dunno wad will happen.

ok, so i`m going to have to sacrifice three months till my promos. till den, after tt , when i`m SURE i can promote, den i can enjoy tt 2 months. ==

easy to sae , hard to do.

todae yt was so sick tt she couldnt go to school. haas. lucky deres still e rest, if nt i`ll be so lonely laas. get well soon gerl ^^

lessons was short and breaks were lonqq. 3 hrs break and elssons ended at 5. could tell the whole class almost couldn`t mk it laas. summore cher is new. but can tell she relli is trying to put in e effort to make us learn in somewae ^^

MUG hard for e promos !! who cares about havinqq a life not? X=

I`m NOTHING without my gerls, of cos, nt forgetting KJ and JH.

rawkk on (family of 8)

030706

2007-07-03T06:22:00.000-07:00

todae, chinese listeninqq paperr. which lasted for actually only half an hourr. damn cute laas. go back school ffor tt half hr ==

anw, answers all same as shui xuan`s xDD yepps. hees. mo qi laas ^^

after tt we went to buqis, actually wanted to shop ard and stuff, den in e end 2 ppl asked us to go for free haircuts at their salon- TONI&GUY academy. since i badly eneded a haircut, i went for it with e accompaniment of my friends, haas. miie tham, yt and shixuan went for e hair cut. it was damn lonqq and lasted for bout 2 hrs? gees. dere was consultation and stuff too maas. haas.

they cut away my precious tail laas. == the hairdresser (who`s kinda cute ><) said it was a BIG mistake. ZZZ. like i`m ever so proud of it laas. haas. anywae, now my hair looks so much shorter cos of the missing tail. so i some sort of missed it, esp since its with miie like since sec 3? haas. hees.

schools really starting since tml, relli must start paying attention and stop sleeping in classes, since e enthusiasm is starting to come backk xDD. should make full use of it maas. xDD.even nst alrdy gt her dunno wad schedule planned out. haas. maybe i should oso lols. hmm. something worth thinking about ^^

010706

2007-07-01T01:56:00.000-07:00

haiis.played audi all afternoon and i just dun seem to be able to win leiis. damn it. isit cos they`re stronqqer or isit miie?

deres relli nothinqq much to do at home other den to audi, seriously.

dun feel like rewatching meteor after catching like 6 episodes ytd.

suddenly, the feeling of going back to school and learning some work feels fresh.

its like i`m actually looking foward to school reopening and going back for lesson. xP

some might think i`m sick. but seriously laas, it will come to a point when eu realise its so BORING to stay at home n zuo bo ==

ps xav, never pick up all eur calls.my sis took my hp, so yepps. xD and dun talk bout fu kuan lerhhr horrs. haas. and i`m so bu shuang yu zhi can tk pic with him laas. can tk pic = she noes him. and she din bother to tell miie. ==

anyway, i`ve alrdy packed my econs file and its ready for submission ^^ hehs. i tk pride in my work !! okiies. i`ll go online shopping xDD. mayeb eur can tell miie nice nt ^^ haas.

300607

2007-06-29T18:17:00.000-07:00

okiies. lonqq time no post rite? ever since e mids or sth. now tt they are finally over,

i can start to do some stuff i wan bfore i start getting my results and deciding i haf to mug hard for promos.

okiies. wanted to bloqq about an unfair incident tt occured ytd. cos ytd wad chinese paper. e LAST paper.

firstly, in my class, dere are only 6 boiis out of 20++ so for PW, my cher arranged one guy in every group.so nice rite xP den e bois, since they are "one n only" in the grps, are all chosen to be leaders, aka msg sender. dat is if we recieve any important msges , they are sppose to pass on to us.

the timing for e chinese paper ytd, is actually 230, but its been changed to 800 in e morning. i recieved my msg frm my grp leader e nite beforre. e leader frm another grp even took e initaitive to send it to miie as well.

but, yt`s grp leader did nt inform his grp at all. he assumed everyone knows and just kept e news to himself. luckily for yt, i always go with her to school. so i called her n she was ready in time. but unfortunately, yiling wasn`t so lucky.she was still sleeping and din notice our calls. but when she felt it, she quickly rushed to school. she missed merely 15 minutes but theentire mood for the paper is different.and bcos she thot it was 230, she set her alarm at 800 to wake to study for chinese. and she din turn off e alarm, and her hone was confiscated cos it rang during e exams.

hw UNFAIR can things get? this is so unreasonable laas. i mean, e person might nt be reading this, but, can eu even apologise? do eu noe hw much harm eu haf done to her not? tt dae, she cried more tears den e water eu drank laas. pls think it overr lols. its not like its e FIRST time or e SECOND. its e THIRD !

family of eiiqqht

2007-06-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

july 18 is cominnqq qquys xDD.
eu noe wad ii mean ^^

260607

2007-06-26T03:12:00.000-07:00

okiies. 3 papers gone and now econs left.out of three, i sooo totally flunked 2. i`m nt relli upset i cant mk it for maths and chem thou.cos its like i din work real hard for dem. i concentrated on geog and econs laas.
so if i cant mk it for the other 2 den i`m so gna cry.
soo many days since i bloqqed, sooo many days since i audi. i feel like i`ve lost myself.yepps.
i so hate e sq education system. we have to go thru so much exams on subs tt are probably going to be useless for our BRIGHT future.==
damn rite.but wad can i do but to study n work for MY future.==
tml str8 after paper pei yt go TOWN!!
i wan MYSELF back x33

230607

2007-06-22T21:53:00.000-07:00

oO. ytd went to ECP to celebrate jh`s burfdae. made him a vid. we din noe hw to string dem up. my apologies. deres another video which we can only show it to eu some other time. so pls bear wif it. we ate, walked about and den went home. quite late lerhhr laas. seriously, e thing tt was on my mind all e time was, chools reopening in 2 days and exams are like coming too!! i dreamt abt tt too laas. think i seriously scared lerhhr. seriously regretted nt studying on e 2nd week X=.

yepps. think i going to study geog first den abit of econs.yepps.

oh ya. just nw played audi. den i found a really cute pair of guys who asked miie to join them as a team.yepps wade and killerZ damn cute laas. xDD.

okiies so hope gt more chance plae tgt. maybe when i`m tired? ^^

210607

2007-06-20T20:11:00.000-07:00

oO. later gg out study again if yt and e clique. oso gna mk jh`s prezzie.

lols. dunno hw to sae to tt person in RL. so maybe sae thru my bloqq.

i dun wish out family of 8 to be seperated cos of eur actions. i dunwan us to be treated as parttime.

sis gg to pualu ubin todae lerhhr.3d2n. hmm. thou owas quarrel, when shes nt beside miie, it just feels wierd X=

dunno wad to sae lerhhr laas. bloqq later X=

foto bloqqinqq xDD

2007-06-20T07:37:00.000-07:00

can eu believe it ? they are actually doubles !! xDD.

damn cute laas ^^

200607

2007-06-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

happy burfdae jeffrey, thou i noe eu mite nt be readinqq this, bard least ii din forgget ^^

todae went to TPY yet again cos a a failed attempt to get e most beloved thinqq-my S.E earpiece xDD.

was terribly late laas.mel n ruth had to wait ffor miie for so damn lonqq.oops X=

met dem @ boffeebean den went to find myy cous to collect e OH SO PRECIOUS ear piece.

DO eu noe how hard life is W/O eu these past months?!?

went to long johns again. haas.

yt came soon after, followed by kj. and i met mich on my way to e toilets. HAAS xDD. she so stalking miie !! ^^ she said she gt a TT compt later in her zone. so we decided to go support her later xDD. haas.

AND e OTHER reason is tt QILIANG aka TEDDYBEAR is dere also !! YES!! haas.in e end neber get to see him plae luhhs. so wasted X=

watched n gt a free ride home. which wasnt relli good laas. haiis.dun sae lerhhr.

anw.we are meeting again tml, yes at TPY again to study luhhs. xDD

GL for mids all. pics ahead *winks*

i <3>

180607

2007-06-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

helloos.xDD i`m backk home after elong awaited and truly enjoyable chalet to enjoy mel`s burfdae. even thou we din relli do loads of thinqqs. but it was quality time spent tgt xDD. yepps.i love eu guys loads x33

on saturdae morning, kj came oberr to my place n waited ffor miie to get rdy to go tgt.
so we went aft recievinqq mich`ss sms. den we all made our wae to cp. upon reaching we went shopping for snacks and drinks and cups.den kj alone took 5 1.5l of drinks. oops.
i wanted help him but he sae no need. xDD
nice guy.

den we hop onto mich`s bus den we left for downtown east.we did e registration den checked in.miie n mich began to start studyin. just den, mf said she dunnoi hw to come in, so we alll went to fetch dem.saw ryth n mel also. den we all went to subway to find kj n mich.
after they were finshed, we bought drinks(eu noe wad kind i mean xP) cos only mich of age, so bo bian must buy now.in case later she leave le den we cant buy anymore X=
den after tt we went back to chaletxDD
relaxed and den played cards.xDD
after tt phy came n left wif miie n mf to go walk walk. den they watched miie plae audi derexDD
aft tt went back. when pizza came, we ate den we started watchng dvds, den we went out to arcade. haaas. had fun den went back again. this time watched harry potter.but i soon gave up cos too tired lerhhr drink my nite lemon den go sleep lerhhr. they reli nice laas. gave miie one bed to myself or almst one.haas.

when i woke up , kj had acidentallk knocked his head on e bed edge , den he was bleeding profusely, and he felt weak. den we all very kan chiong, dunno wad to do. den yt`s mon came over and send us to e hospt. miie and yt accompanied him, lucky dunneed stitch xDD. just glue back.den afte3r tt we went tm for breakfast den miie, mel n ruth went hougang to print mel`s notes. den aft tt i went home to sleep lerhhr,
hees. xDD

120607

2007-06-11T22:34:00.000-07:00

we haf HIGH hopes.

oO. later going to kex`s hse for bbq.
haas. only our clique going luhhs. xDD
:kex, cherlyn, ferlyn, xiudot,shixuan, yiling, miie and yt.
but sokhwa cant go. she alrdy in NZ le.
so hao miinqq laas. xD
haas. some time later, maybe when we all grad, we can all go to some place tgt.
xiao wai lu xin XDD
haiis. study relli damn sian laas. super no mood.
oh ya. ytd went to NNI to check up lerhhr.
no prob.
so ppl dun haf to worry for miie xDD

tts all ffor now. CYA x33

090607

2007-06-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

oO.

so much for all e picture bloqqinqq. haas.

ehhs. i seriiously think they are meaninqful and cute laas. xDD

todae went to school for ms hazel`s consultation.

due to miie beinqq sooo "gey kianq" (act smart)

i spoilt my phone =.=

lonqq storyy laas. just shldnt haf offed my phone luhhs X=

den in e end forget to reply eben and shixuan.

so sry bout tt X=

in e end thot i was late for consultation cos i dun haf my phone as watch den i rushed dere. in e end, i was EARLY. can eun imagine me rushing to school in flip flops and sweating like a mad gerl. =.=

anw. aft lessons. as i was robbed of my ONLY communication device, i had to borrow yt`s fone to text my sis tt i will meet her at PP. i was real early and i waited bout 1/2 hour for her laas.sians sians sians.

went for lunch aft her tuition den bubbletea home.

went home n slack. den went photo browsinqq. those pics i bloqqed todae are frm deviantart. damn nice laas.send some to my bestie. haas. he has to admit tt my taste IS good xDD.

went HM @ nite and saw YT`s fam + tricia. ok laas. shes reli cute laas. and her tummy is HUGE. xDD. hees. fullstops aint bloqqinq rite after i said i liked her stuff =.=. LOL.

this maybe be e beqinninqq to my end ...

can`t do without eu x33

2007-06-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

DISTANCE never seperates two hearts tt relli carre x3
BUT. do eu care? X=

qivinqq up
2007-06-09T03:14:00.000-07:00

You can look away
But you can't disguise
The light that shines so brightly
Is gone from your eyes
It wasn't my mistake
It's nothing you did wrong
Sometimes learning to surrender
Is the same as being strong
The hardest part is knowing
That I'll miss you soI'd like to wish you well
Oh but it hurts you know
Sometimes doing what is right
Means letting goAs we walk away
Leaving it all behindI hope we will be satisfied
With what we'll find
And if it's not all you want
I hope it's good enough
To make it worth
The precious things
We're giving up

+hinkiinq of euu

2007-06-09T03:09:00.000-07:00

EU ; will always be e answerr wheneverr someone asks miie wad ii`m +hinkiinqq about x33

we belonqq toqetherr

2007-06-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

"Hold me tight I need you to stay

With me till the morning light

Hold me tght and don’t go away

For this is a magic night

We both knew this moment had to come

Right from the start

And my minds been beaten by the beating on my heart

Darling tell me why there’s an angel like you

You have make me fly to a heaven so blue

Lying with your head on my chest

You must hear a heart that sings

How I pay this moment will last

Who knows what tomorrow brings?

Now you gave me everything that I have been

Dreaming of

How can I survive without your warm and tender love?

Hold me tight I need you to stay

Forever, so hold me tight

Hold me tight and don’t go away‘cause after this magic night

I cannot be the ladyThat I was before

For you made me want more

So darling hold me tight!"

+o lorve eu more x33

2007-06-09T02:41:00.000-07:00

I'll be waiting for you

Here inside my heart

I'm the one who wants to love you more

You will see I can give you

Everything you need

Let me be the one to love you more

080607

2007-06-08T02:32:00.000-07:00

seriosuly, now ii feel abit guilty becos i haven been studying much this fewdaes , even thou i`ve promised my mum i would. i gave her my word tt i would nt gif up on staying in nanyang unless i seriously cannot make it.
but apparently, i seem to be breaking tt promise. everydae wake up jiu plae com.
n sumor for stupid games like maple laas =.=

GPP is oso another trouble.Braille actually can derhhr den we thot cannot. so we went on wif another topic just to discover tt braille is acceptable and tt we have wasted quality time on helen keller X= zzz.

angry isnt it? haas. n fullstops aint been blogging for like 2 days. wonder where she went to.

so longg nth to read on e net.hahas.

so NST n bestie. rmb to jio miie out to study soon worr.if Mr Tan YY is reading this, maybe he can rmb tt he said we were to go out to study. so dun forget horrs. xDD

"beinqq heppy doesnt mean everythinqq is perfect. iit jarst means eu haf decided to look beyond e imperfections "

040607 x33

2007-06-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

habent been bloqqinqq ffor sumtime lerhr.
works heavy bard i dun seem to feel e rush X=
yepps.
todae siew dot cherlyn n jerrold came over to myplace and we did PW.
i kinda slacked laas. haas.
but real sian leiis.

zzz. dunno wad to write liaos.
things are piling up and i`m gg to fall flat on e floor soon. X=

290507

2007-05-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

todae is e first dae of the gols. went to school for consec 4 and a half hrs of lessons.zzz.

terrible riite? X=

then aft tt rushed home to change and prepare for ST. JAMES.

reached home late but i dressed and wore e heels whish killed my feet. but promised mei nu will wear wif her. so wore it anw. xDDfun is e word i shall use. i was defeated by 2 wooden planks @ vivo. xDD if eu noe wad i mean tt is. xDD

relli dun thou i prefer to sit at e table n watching e bartenders. hees.e crowded dance floor aint my type.DRAGONFLY rockks.

fav blog reads: http://tataric.blogspot.com + http://fullstops.blogspot.com

cya. xDD

280507

2007-05-29T00:43:00.000-07:00

210507

2007-05-21T06:40:00.001-07:00

oops. paisei worrs nst.so lonqq din bloqq lerhhr. relli busy and i barely had time t touch my beloved com luhhs.X=

sundae went out to study with nst

i so love eu laas gerl xDD

so looking foward to out next study date luhhs xDD

todae TT had meeting in e morn. we`re sppose to meet and choose who we`ve voted.

hahas. since my blog has nt much avid readers, i shall disclose my votes xDD

this creates excitement isnt it? xDD

hahas. guy i voted Royston and Aaron for caotains and vice capts respectively xDD

why? just think they can be good leaders? hahas. and they are def able to mk e team listen to them, which is e most impt thing to miie xDD

for e gerls team , i voted yeeling and charmian. i belief yeeling has e passion and will do a good job xDD so yeeling and charmi , dun prove miie wrong if eu relli get it kaes xDD

bring e pingpong team to greater heights. oh ya.

nyjc are bringing e aesthetics grp + cca wif achievements (pingpong included xDD)

to st james on e following mondae xDD

wee i`m so excited laas. its like i`ve neber been dere and it shld be fun partying with eur frens luhhs xDD hehes.

went to see this guy todae. well. i dunno hu eu call him exactly. its some kind of medium guy where some god posess him and he will tell miie hws my life and stuff. cos my luck nt relli good recently, so my mummy brought miie to see him laas. its such an awful experience, i assure eu. if eur mummy as eu to go for similar thing, pls reject ! zzz. that guy make me drink his blood and put his blood on some parts of my head !! ZZZ. i almost wanted to puke out laas! scully he gt some disease how? i mean i noe its rude to sae tt laas. but seriously, asking eu to drink someone`s blood is seriously nt ok laas! zzz.BTH sias. den he even noe i`ve been failing my subs. den he sae will help miie. oh ya. he said my whole family`s luck aint too good. guess tts true luhhs. failing tests dat i`ve relli studied hard for. sry bestie. i still failed my math test. if i gt tt MI question correct den i pass le laas. haiis. nvm. i dun gif up. try once more xDD

TC loads all.

x333

120507

2007-05-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

recently, so much things happen. i was even thinking if i shld cont studying in NY.

told my mum i mite consider quitting school den go work.

den wait till next year den go poly.

my mum din object, to my surprise.

lets just hope i can do well with my subs. so i dun haf to gif up halfwae=x

oh ya. i`m planning to gif up on ah boi liaos.

i dun see e point in waiting on for something that would neber come.

even thou its sth tt i ALWAYS wanted.

yahhs.lets just hope i can GET ober it.

080507

2007-05-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

relli sorry that i`ve nt been bloqqinq ffor like sumtime lerhhr.
relli sick this few days.stressful stuff coming towards miie all at one shot.
and i collapsed. fainted this morn in school an according to yt i did some actions tt half scared her till she was tremblinqq.i seriously had no idea what happened to miie during tt period of time laas.
suspected havinqq fits and i haf to make an appointment with TTSH for MRI.
zZz. den i must draw blood at both arms. cos e doc couldnt find e vein. super pain laas. he show me e thing den i start crying lerhhr. i cant stand needles laas x=

030507

2007-05-03T04:50:00.000-07:00

thursday.todae yt din pei miie go school luhhs.

cos she sae shes mentally sick laas.

lessons without her can be abit bored luhhs.

lessons are like any other dae.

din saw my ah boi(bestie name de) xP

feel sick now.think i gna haf a fever.

tons of hw to be handed up.

den summor i still haven do and i went to plae audi with bei xDD

LIFE IS BORINGG W/O EUU <33

020507

2007-05-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

todae was a relli unlucky dae ffor miie. i forgot to print mel`s pi ffor her as promised.

so we pia cab down to her place to print her pi.

this wasted my 2 days allowance.zzz.

den in e end we finally gt it but her printer is so damn lousy tt the colour don`t even look ok laas.

in e end we pia cab back school again.

was slightly late for my chem test but at least i made it.

it was still ok ffor miie.

den aft chem test i went to com lab to print for her luhhs.

aft school we went to park hotel orchard road to eat swensens.

very ex laas. we all ate about 700 dollars luhhs. they sure are loaded.

den aft tt we went home luhhs. =D

2007-04-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

lols. ii`m here to sae sry laas.
firstly, i knew eu dun like tt star cos it mite mean NOTHING to eu. bard, pls laas.

it was at least an effort made rite? ii was being nice to gif it to eu laas.

if eu din like it, eu wouldnt haf had it on when ey heard ROYSTON had it luhhs.

sorry again cos i shouldnt haf been so bothered by eur misplacinqq of tt star.

its JUST a star rite? eu wanted to vent eur anger? eu shld jarst vent it on miie laas.

no point keeping it all to eurself riites?

so many ppl want eu to be happy luhhs. den eur just dere beinq emo and worrying eur frenns which is of no matter to miie lahhs. eu can cont doinqq so.

bard actually. a STAR could haf meant e world to someone. even thou it wun matter to miie.

but e effort. think about it.

290407

2007-04-29T01:39:00.000-07:00

hehes. anotherr of dose cute imaqes xP.

ytd was nanyang`s 30th anniversary.

saw loads of frenns dere. including jeremy hu withdrew.

and he said hi to miie. i was like wow. xDD.

least he still remembered miie. he was like e quietest guy in my class lahhs.

went out with NST in e morn. we went queensway where she gt her shoes and shoebaq and also bottle. while i qot a bar(i`m gna join hwachong)^^

shawn was dere too, with derek. OH ya happy belated berftdae derek! din mean to forget tt on purpose.quite shocked eu still rmb mine laas.

den in skool. i went to see co`s performance. minfonq looked so gorgeous in her dress. damn cool xDD.den kj`s BALLOON. hahas. distracted e performers. haas.

walked ard and went to biz club`s stall.where i painted e pingpong team guy`s nails. they all had a star on their nail XP.

den went tpy ffor dinner.den ii met up with marcus, lawrence n grrr..linrong.

they played pool den we left to haf dinners @ macs.

den went home =D

lookout for my pics <333

270407

2007-04-27T17:13:00.000-07:00

we went to watch e guy`s plae their last game todae .
match against RJC. all e supporters frm NYJC were very supportive.
thx loads. i lorve eur loads ^^

esp all e 29th n 30th councilors =D

in e end e guys lost to rjc but least theres still 2nd.
den we waitied for a veryyy long time till prize presentation.
den it started raining and all.
but m,ost importantly. i SAW my teddy bear!!
hahas. he came down to support his brother hju was oso in finals la.
den i soooo HAPPY.

hahas.teddybear fantasy indeed ^^
shall post e tourny pics next time =D

2007-04-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

240407
habent been blogginq ffor sometime lerhhr.
quess its time to update some stuff.

todae was LONG lessons dae;; thank qod deres bestie and LION pei wo sms
thruout e dae i was almost dozing off lahhs;;

PE- 2.4km + duckwalk+30 situps at teachers damn wierd pace
enuff to kill me lahhs,see hw unfit i am.

den every levturer likes to use microsoft word soo much tt they neglect e students tt do nt haf microsoft office tools =.=

like hw do i get my lect notes and stuff lahhs ;; unless i can find some kind soul hu will do it all for me ;; HAHA
highly impossible even thou deres relli someone this nice =P

summor theres this math test tml ;; its totally friqqinq miie out la.
i seriously am nt prepared n nt sure i can score nt =x

ZZZ ;;
its all in a mess

P.S i simply like all e pictures tt i put on tgt with every entry lahhs ;;
lets just hope it wun run out =x
cheerios 0731 <33

photo bloqqing <3

2007-04-19T07:32:00.000-07:00

190407

2007-04-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

soo long neberr bloq ;;

finally gt time

ffor the past 2 days haf been sleeping in lim jongyan`s class ;;

she damn nice la ;; let miie sleep

just so tired lahhs;;

during math lect todae ;; i was practically helpless lahhs

din noe wth tt lecturer was saying ;;

den lucky mr toh walked past and ask if understand .

ishake my head den he sat beside me n start telling me e stuff i ned to noe for learning e lame graphs

160406

2007-04-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

this is to cover up for e lack of entries this few daes ;;

went out to celebrate my burfdae ^^

and all ;; anw ;;

i`ll be adding e pictures n stuff soon ^^ brb kaes =P

2007-04-15T05:45:00.000-07:00

dun friend u le...=(

-Lawrence-

=P

2007-04-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

heyys ;; ii vvould like to thank everyone who remembered my burfdae ;;
its nt about e presents i recieved ;;
but its e wae eu remebered it n wished miie good luck and all
i`m so touched la

thx to all that remembered n send miie messages
thx to all that went out to celebrate with me
thx to all that gave me presents

LOVES to all
<3

^^

2007-04-14T06:05:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to samantha~
Happy birthday to you!!! *Cheers and claps*
^^

Sam!!! u lao le!!! hehe...grow older le..but still cannot watch m18 shows...HAHA!! =P i think i also cannot yet.. haha!!! anyway...walao.. u good loh...lin rong tell mi u never say the soft toy we bought for u is cute loh!! =( i so sad la.............................................................................................

anyway today went out to play right?? never ask mi along.. haha!! anyway u better take care of yourself too...u also half way sick le.. haha...

=) happy birthday again

Wish that you are happy all year round ^^

-Lawrence-

2007-04-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

LAST nite`s chat with BELOVED kor <3

2007-04-11T04:58:00.000-07:00

Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! : thx gal..
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :owe u one..
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :wad one?
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :its many many
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :at most i help u find another bf 4 u lol..
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :u single rite?
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :another?wad eu mean by another?
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :ya single and i`m loving it =P
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :ok la
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :find me a bf ;; but my taste very high de lehhs =P
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ : 200 cm tall with BIG round eyes 70 kilo n less , wu zun`s mouth high cheek bone damn caring n humorous
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :thats bout all
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :^^
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :except fot de height... de sound so much like mi sia...
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :wanna consider? =P
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :OMGGG ;; are eu kidding me or wad?
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :even if its e truth ; ziting will kill me lohhs =x
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :anyway i n ziting is nth k.. eu jealous ah?
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :hus jealous =.=
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :u lol.. so obvious ..
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :don lie to urself..i noe u feel sumthin special to mi...
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :LOL ;;eu feeling STH special for me or e other wae round
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :sae la;; i wun luff derhhr =x
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :YES !!i love u!!!
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :i cant believe i lied..
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :omg ;; eu are so truthful ^^
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :damn funny la eu
Vote for me as HOUSE COMMITTE!! :i m a humorous boy..like wad u mentioned
[Ġệгŀćð‡ŧ] ρүяôρŸŗθ i`m not bossy ;; my iideas arre jarrst betterr ^^ :oh my gosh =.=

=D

2007-04-10T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl!! haha!! im not sam kkx... lawrence here ^^ so fun...first time posting entries at other ppl blog..

Was so busy with my work that i asked sam to help mi blog.. then she ask mi help her too...then wads the point!! nvm.. haha!! i very kind de =D

Today is day where A divison table tennis ended the earliest...around 4 plus it ended....however NYJC still seems to be always the last to finish our games.. haha!!

Boys today is actually a very tough fight..or rather..opponent really too strong...howver we did still took down one of RJC double...with 4-1..haiz...

The gal team on the other hand against hwa chong...With a score of 2-2 at the end of the fourth match...with much hope... the last single wei jing, fought really hard...with set score of 2-2 and points of last set at 8-8...with the opponent being SUPER SUPER lucky at the first 5 points where wei jing was behind by 5-1...

Haiz...but hwa chong is just too lucky...they won the last single...but the gal team did really well le.. so..jia you!! =D

Err...aint i suppose to be doing my inequility?? ARGH...ok.. i shall end here... hehe!! =D

Oh...Sam!! take care of ur legs eh ^^

-Lawrence-

life is full of reqretts

2007-04-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

080407

i overheard my sis talking to eunice (her friend)
she was trying to cheer eunice up ;;
cos she had a tiff with her bestie ;;
apparently ;; her bestie was upset by teh fact that eunice had a new friend ;;
jealousy is e root of all evil.
now they are quarrelinqq and scoldinq each other via their tagboards in their bloqqs ,,and my sis is also trying to help eunice scold the other person.

that sets me thinkinqq,, shouldn`t she try to make them be frens again?
why make them quarrel summore?
are they willinq to gif up this frenship of theirs which they had built over years?
is it RELLI worth it? i seriously doubt so ..

more to live - LYRICS

2007-04-07T22:09:00.000-07:00

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived,
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside,
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing.
And why can't I let it go?
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me.
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more.
(Than wanting more)
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door.
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing.
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me,
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
I'm wanting more! (Ohhh! Yeah!)
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why'm I feelin' like there's something I missed?
There's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me.
Cause the more that I'm... (More that I'm)
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure
there's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life.
More to, more to, more to life.
(There's gotta be more to life) More to, more to, more to life.
There's gotta be more
More to life

2007-04-04T22:58:00.000-07:00

050407
todae is the match against raffles and also our mural painting ;;
nt going to schol todae makes miie miss out so much stuff ;;
staying at home and rotting is simply no fun =x

2007-04-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

040407

todae iis zhengda aka FUDAO`s burfdae ;;

agreed to meet him at 600 derhhr ;;

but i overslept and woke at 610 !!

lols ;; den alot of thinqqs went wronqq.

but in the end ; we qot e cake blown and cut ;;

so i guess its not tt bad after all rite?

*3 claps for myself *

jarsst changed a new blogskin and deres more to do tml ;;

cos i`m nt going to school =x

TEAM NANYANG ;; good luck ffor tml`s tourny against RJC ;;

trash them and we are 2 steps closer to top 4 !!

lyriics <33

2007-02-23T06:12:00.000-08:00

I wanna know where you belong,
I wanna know why I sing this song.

I try to show how much I feel,
is that a dream or is it real?

I never look where you belong,
until I'm gonna sing my song.

Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.

[Refrain:]
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you
Oh ho oh ho a million tears for you

[Verse 2]

A Million tears that i have cried,
I wish you where right by my side.

I try to show how much I care,
believe in me I will be there.

I never knew where you belong,
whenever you just hear my song.

Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you.

[Refrain:]
Oh ho, oh ho, a million tears for you
,Oh ho, oh ho, a million tears for you

PHOTO blogging ^^

2007-02-08T03:44:00.000-08:00

grp foto at giant , parkway parade

gift of liife

2007-01-31T05:21:00.000-08:00

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todae is wednesdae;;
yesterdae we had a blood donation drive in school ;;
ii volunteered to be a blood donor ;;
most important reason is cos i `ve neber done it b4 and i wanted to experience it for myself
even thou ii am DAMN afraid of needles ;;

but well ;; i overcame my fear of needles and went ffor it ;;
iit was a fruitful one as i made a new fren <> ^^
and ii oso helped by donating ^^

xin li zhen shuang =))

kj`s quote ;;

2007-01-24T02:32:00.000-08:00

Love- It hurts with inexplicable pain
A feeling you cannot contain
Limbs shake, Hands sweat
But something you'll never regret.
Kisses sweet as a summer's day
Kisses that take your breath away
Tight embraces hold you in place
Shoot up your spine, Show through your face
It's a strange feelng But always stays true.
It's very strong And very new.
Created by Heaven up above
This feeling I feel and felt is called L-O-V-E,
Love

TIRING n so NT happy

2007-01-24T02:28:00.000-08:00

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240107

ii am so siick annd tired off everything n everyone =.=

" dunwan see me den sae la "

... ...

i was like saying wad e hell to myelf ;;

relli ;; wad e hell is wrong?

ii haf absolutely no frigginq idea wad to do nw ;;

HOME

2007-01-23T05:07:00.001-08:00

0912

just done if printing of notes ;

DAMN many pages =.=

wasted soo much of my com ink ffor this stupid notes ;;

ii so miss e times where we dun haf to pay a cent or any of our time to print notes ;;

grr

feeling kinda moody n unhappy ;;

even thou I myself am nt sure why is tt so =.=

STUDY break

2007-01-17T23:26:00.000-08:00

15:27
NYJC- e DRUM

haiis ;;
now free time till 1400

den having 2 hrs of chem pract which is like basically doind wad we `ve all been doing =.=
iits like so siians

according to jason ;;
its cations n anions .

zZz . but nvm ;; AT LEAST e chem teacher will TALK crap for 1 hr ;;
ya ;; so i`m still quite looking forward to e end of e dae.

grr . long time neber relli seat down to plae AUDITION kinda miss it ALOT ;;
AUDITION FTW !!

ii think of eu ^^

2007-01-16T02:35:00.002-08:00

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

ii think of eu ^^

2007-01-16T02:35:00.001-08:00

NY-jcians <3

2007-01-11T05:26:00.000-08:00

110107

grrr . finally feel like getting this thing going again ;; ^^
2nd week into being a j1 student .

fun and TIRING =.=

ytd table tennis gt pt and todae we haf PE
its like so OMG ;;

its soo nt like this in nchs

i miss eu guys in NCHS
i LORVE eu guys loads =x

its so totally different dere when compared to nchs .

PYROPYRO <3